Mothers Daze – Part 2
“So
does this make any sense to you?” Carmine clutched at the armrest as Stanley
whipped around another corner. He watched the scenery fly by and wondered if
his will was up to date.
“Possibly.”
Lenny’s father brought his car to a screeching halt in front of Barb Feeney’s
house. “Show me.”
Carmine
got out of the car, offered up a quick prayer for making it this far, and
directed Stanley to the skid marks in the street. “There. You can still see
the,” he gulped, “blood stains.”
Stan
nodded curtly, all business. He crouched down and examined the tire tracks.
“They were going fast. Probably accelerating right up until they hit him.” He
shook his head. “Bastards! What good do they think this will do?”
“You
don’t think this was an accident, do you?” Carmine eyed him suspiciously.
Stan
straightened and faced him. “I don’t. I came here for a couple of reasons,
Carmine. To visit my boy and his family, yes, but also to tell him something.
About his mother.”
“His
mother?” Carmine blinked. “Len’s mother’s been gone for decades.”
“Yes,
and she still is. Only now, I’m a lot closer to figuring out why.”
“Oh-kay.
But how does that have anything to do with a couple of morons running down
Lenny?”
Stan
sighed. “They must think he knows something. After so long…I suppose they
followed me here, figured out where he lived, and followed him.” He punched his
left hand with his right fist. “Damn! I should have been more careful!”
Carmine
shook his head. “I’m sorry, but I’m still not getting this.”
“Years
ago, Len’s mother left our family. At first I thought like everyone else that
she had some sort of breakdown and just ran off. I searched for a while; hoped
she’d get better and come back…but nothing. I loved that woman, Carmine, and
when you love someone like that, you don’t give up. Not after a couple decades,
not ever.”
He
nodded. “This I can understand.”
“I
told you before, my first choice was to go into the FBI or CIA. The reason was,
I figured I’d have access to the kind of information that would make it
possible to track Celia – my wife – down. As you know, the IRS is as close as I
got, but trust me, we’ve got access to plenty of records too.” He frowned. “In
spite of all that, and my contacts in the other agencies, I got nowhere. It was
then I realized that something else had to be going on. People don’t just
disappear.”
“Not
usually.” Carmine nodded slowly. “Not without help.”
“Righto!”
Stan smiled grimly. “I kept my personal investigation on the back burner for
years; not giving it up entirely but putting other cases first, like I had to.
After I busted your dad and Helmut, though, I was pretty free to focus on
finding Celia, my last, open case. I put every scrap of information together,
questioned every contact, dug up every grave so to speak….”
“And?”
“I
didn’t find her, exactly. But I found out what happened to her. She’s been in
the Federal Witness Protection Program for years. When she got on that bus that
morning, she never got off it. It was all a set up.”
“Wow.”
Carmine digested this. “But why? What did she do or see?”
“I
can’t really go into that. Unfortunately, as I’ve gotten closer, I’ve stirred
up the old hornet’s nest. I picked up a tail once or twice back in Milwaukee,
and found a bug in my phone. That’s when I decided to stop snooping and just come
out here, tell Lenny what little I did know.” His shoulders slumped. “I wanted
the boy to at least know that his mamma left us for a reason, not because she
wanted to.”
“Except
those hornets of yours followed. You think they took Lenny?”
Stan
nodded, his eyes flashing with anger. “I don’t know why, but yeah, I think they
did. Which means I’ve got to find him, before they try to pump him for
information and find out he doesn’t have any. People like that, the kind you
have to go into deep protection to avoid, don’t like it when they don’t get the
answers they want!”
Carmine
shivered despite the heat. “Len’s in serious shit, isn’t he?” Stan didn’t
answer. He didn’t have to. “Okay, where do we start?”
“We?
I didn’t say anything about….”
“I’m
partly responsible for Len being out and vulnerable, Stan. I swore to Laverne
that I’d bring her husband back and that’s what I’m going to do. With your
help, I hope.”
Stan
studied his face for a moment, and nodded. “All right. But this could get
pretty dangerous and you got a wife and child of your own to consider.”
Carmine
glanced back at Barb’s house and sighed. “That’s why I’ve got to talk to
Shirley first. You finish up gathering your clues and I’ll be back.”
Reluctantly, he crossed the street and went up to the house.
A
knock or two later, and she was in the doorway. “You’re back.”
“Yeah.
I dropped Laverne off at home and picked up Stan Kosnowski…and here I am.” He
met her gaze. “Is there somewhere we can talk, alone?”
She
nodded and came out of the house. She led him to the back of the ranch, through
the wire gate, and into the small, fenced-in backyard. She took a seat on a
wooden bench next to a tiny rose garden and waited.
He
looked down at her, his mind churning as it had been for hours, searching for the
right words to say. He gave up looking for the right ones and started talking
instead. “Shirley, I am beyond sorry. There’s not enough sorry in the world to
tell you how bad I feel for the way I’ve been behaving. I’ve given you every
reason possible to end this marriage and slam the door in my face permanently,
but I’m begging you not to. I love you. I know I haven’t shown you that for a
long time now, but it’s the one thing that hasn’t changed, no matter how messed
up I got. I love you and I want to be with you, and our daughter, if you’ll
consider having me again.”
Shirley
simply stared at him until he was out of breath. Smoothing her skirt down with
the palms of her delicate hands, she said, “What about honesty? The love was
never an issue, your inability to trust me was. Is.”
He
nodded and knelt in front of her. “I know I promised before that there’d be no
more secrets between us, and I know I broke that promise. I thought I was doing
it for the right reasons, but it doesn’t matter. I was wrong. All I can say is,
I won’t do it again. In fact, I’m going to prove it to you right now. I’m going
to tell you exactly what Len was going to tell you when he came up here. It
might hurt you and it might make you furious…but here it is.”
Carmine
took a deep breath and launched into an explanation of what Lenny thought he’d
seen. Then he told her about the night he’d spent with her best friend, a night
of intimacy even though nothing overt had actually happened. He told her every
detail and then waited for the other shoe to drop.
Shirley
just sat there when he was done, staring deeply into his eyes. Then she cupped
his face in her hands and pressed her lips against his. Carmine’s eyes widened
even as his lips yielded hungrily against hers, his arms wrapping around her
slender body automatically, until she was in his lap on the ground.
She
pulled back and he tried to catch his breath. “Geeze,” he gasped. “So much
better than the reaction I was expecting!”
Shirley
smiled, caressing his cheek with her fingertip. “You didn’t have to tell me
that, any of it. You could have let it go and told Laverne to keep it to
herself, and I would never have known.”
“It
would have kept you from feeling bad.”
“Maybe.
But if I had found out on my own – and let’s face it, I probably would have
eventually – I would have known I was right about you and we’d be done. You
chose to trust me, no matter how I reacted. That gives me hope, Carmine, real
hope. More than any declarations of love or vows to change.”
He
lifted her in his arms as he stood up, cradling her close. “The drinking’s
over, too. My act may take awhile to clean up, Shirl…I’ve still got a lot to
work out inside me. But I’m gonna stop ducking it and start dealing, for you
and for our family.”
She
snuggled against his neck. “That’s good. Because our family is about to grow.”
For
one, terrifying moment, he thought she was referring to her mother. Was Barb
going to move in with them, make sure her son-in-law behaved personally? But
then he came to a happier conclusion. Lowering Shirley to the ground, he
pressed one hand against the tiny curve of her belly. She rested her hand on
top of his and smiled, a single tear rolling down her cheek.
“Thank
you,” Carmine whispered, his eyes wandering back up to hers. “Shirley…my Angel
Face….”
“So
you’re happy, right?” She giggled, wiping at her eyes. “This is good news?”
“My
God, how can you even ask?” He swept her up in his arms and swung her around.
“This is the best news! And don’t worry; I’m going to be a great father. From
now on, I’m going to be the man you and Lucy…and our baby…deserve!”
“You
already are a great father, and a wonderful man. You just lost your way for a
little while, that’s all. Carmine?” She looked up at him, her smile fading. She
reached for his face.
He
sniffed, unable to stop the tears in his eyes from escaping and unwilling to
even try. Clasping her hand against his cheek, he vowed, “I’ll prove it to you,
Shirl. You’ll see. I’ll make you all proud!”
***
Lenny
opened his eyes and blinked. His head felt like an overfilled balloon and
everything was blurry. He tried to move his arm but it was made out of lead.
“Hey,” he croaked, his own voice strange and weak in his ears. “Help…help me.”
“Sh,
don’t be afraid. Everything is going to be all right now.” He felt a soft hand
on his forehead. Straining, he managed to bring a face into focus above him. At
first, he thought the woman had green, bedroom eyes and auburn hair, but as she
came clearer, he realized that her eyes were blue and her hair light brown with
streaks of gray. She was somewhere in her fifties he guessed, with full lips
and a sharply defined nose. Her plucked eyebrows arched as she studied his
face. “Are you really awake this time?”
“Who…where
is…?” he managed.
“That
isn’t important right now. The important thing is that you’re going to be
fine.”
He
struggled to clear his thoughts, but they were jumbled in his head. “What
happened to me?”
“You
were in an accident. You were badly hurt, but you’re getting better. Would you
like a drink?”
He
managed a nod. He could see the rest of the room more clearly now. It was
scarcely furnished, beyond the bed he was lying in and the wooden chair in
which the woman sat. On a nearby nightstand were a pitcher and a glass, which
the woman used to give him some water. He tried to take it from her, but his
body still wouldn’t obey. She held it to his lips and he took a few sips before
sinking back against the pillow. “Thanks.”
“Do
you feel up to answering a few questions,” she asked, watching him intently.
“I…sure,
I guess so.”
“Good.
Tell me what you know about Celia Kosnowski.”
“Who?”
She
smiled, but there was irritation in her eyes. “Were you going to visit her?”
“When?
Visit…I don’t know…?”
“Come
on, Leonard.”
“Leonard?
Who‘s Leonard?”
She
hesitated. He watched as she took a small flashlight out of her pocket and
peered into each of his eyes. “You don’t know who Leonard is?”
“I’m
sorry, no. I don’t know any Celia…what did you say…Kozowki?” He thought for a
moment, trying to ignore the throbbing pain in his head or the similar
discomfort in his legs and left arm. “You know what’s weird?”
“What?”
“I
can’t remember much of anything.” He closed his eyes tightly and opened them
again. “Am I Leonard?”
She
put away the penlight, but continued to stare at him until he felt like
squirming. Finally she said, “Yes, yes you are. You’re Leonard Kosnowski.”
“Oh.
Okay, then. Who are you?”
She
smiled and this time her eyes nearly melted into warm pools. “I’m Celia,
Leonard. I’m your mother.”
***
It
took two days until Stan’s contacts traced the black car to the Mexican border.
It took Carmine nearly as long to convince his wife that he had to help find
their missing friend, and then to convince Laverne that she shouldn’t come with
him. He played the baby card with both women…first telling Shirley that as a
mother-to-be she had to understand how important it was that Joey get his
father back. He used it to remind Laverne that her first duty was to stay with
her child, so that at least one of his parents was safe and caring for him. He
managed to trump both their arguments, but not without repeated promises to
call with regular updates.
Finally
Carmine found himself at the Mexican border with Stan, peering into the
abandoned black sedan that had been confiscated by the border patrol. He saw
the dark stains on the back seat and turned away, sickened. A firm hand gripped
his shoulder. “I know,” said Stan, quietly. “You sure you want to keep going on
this?”
Carmine
clamped his mouth shut until he was sure he could keep his lunch down, and
nodded. He added, “It’s been almost a week, Stan. If these guys wanted
information from Len that he didn’t have, they already know it.”
Stan’s
eyes narrowed. “I realize that. But we can’t just give up. They may want Len
for something more, in which case he’s probably still,” he paused to clear his
throat, “okay.”
“You
mean they might want to use Lenny as a hostage? To convince you to turn over
what you know about his mother?”
“Something
like that, yeah.”
“So,
where to?” Carmine nodded in the direction of the border. “You don’t exactly
have any jurisdiction over there.”
“True.
But I don’t think they went to Mexico.”
“Why
not?”
“Because.”
Stan took a deep breath and glanced around, making sure they were alone.
“Celia’s here.”
“Here?
Where here? In California?”
Stan
shushed him, but nodded. “I’ve stepped up my snooping ever since my son’s
disappearance. Called in a bunch of favors from friends, tossed around a few
threats at enemies…and I found out that the government has a safety zone right
here, on our side of the border.”
Carmine
raised one eyebrow. “Safety zone?”
“Nice,
quiet neighborhood where people can move in and start new lives. Folks all keep
to themselves, very isolated, and frequently see individuals move in and out
without raising their eyebrows. Government tends to relocate their most
sensitive witnesses to communities just like this, far as possible from their
old homes.”
“But
are you sure? I mean, they must have a bunch of these safety zones around the
country.”
“Fewer
than you’d think. Remember, there isn’t that many people in Witness Protection,
and even fewer are federally protected. Besides, I already rooted through the
other five, over the years.” Stan nodded toward the east. Carmine followed his
gaze and saw nothing but arid land, a dusty highway, and some stray cacti.
“She’s got to be in Zion.”
“Are
you saying that these bozos who took Lenny figured this out, too?” Carmine’s
eyes widened. “Then they don’t need Len anymore, do they?”
Stan
looked him straight in the eye. “We don’t know that for sure. They might just
be on the right track, but not there yet.”
“But
if….”
“I
don’t know!” shouted Stan, spinning around and kicking the door of the black
sedan. “Dammit, I have no idea what they’re doing to my boy, any more than you
do! If they still need him he’s in trouble and if they don’t, he’s already
dead! Is that what you want to hear?”
Carmine
lowered his head and looked away. “I’m sorry,” he mumbled. “I’m just worried
about Len, that’s all.”
Stan
dropped his arms back to his sides and slumped against the side of the car.
“I’m sorry, too. It’s just hard, you know, keeping this all professional when
people I love are involved.” He shot Carmine a look of pure desperation. “What
am I supposed to do if they make me choose? How can I give up Celia to save our
son, when she’s given up everything to keep him and all of us safe for so long?
But he’s my boy….”
Carmine
went to Stan’s side and put an arm around the slouched figure. “We’ve just
gotta figure out a way to save Lenny without involving his mother.”
“Yeah,
it’s that easy, right?” Stan looked at him with a small smile. “I’m afraid
there’s no way around involving Celia. My understanding is the government
hasn’t swept in and moved her yet, because it would attract unwanted attention.
That means we’ve got to reach her first.”
“And
then what?” Carmine bit his tongue, wishing he hadn’t asked the question.
Stan
simply sighed. “And then, we wing it.”
***
Lenny
took a cautious step, then another, until he made his way clear across the
room. He could almost ignore the pain radiating through his back and down his
legs now. Reaching up, he scratched at the bandage wrapped around his head,
wincing at the sharp protest from his recently dislocated left shoulder.
“Don’t
push too hard, Leonard.” The woman he now knew as his mother appeared in the
doorway. Her hair was pulled back into a bun and she cut a striking figure in a
simple, long black dress. Her blue eyes twinkled in the light of the single
lamp in his room.
“I’m
not. Mother.” The word still didn’t come naturally to him, any more than his
own name did. Everything still seemed strange, dreamlike, as though he were
disconnected from the world around him. At least he was recovering physically,
which had become his sole focus since he awakened. His and his mother’s.
“You
are a stubborn boy, like your father.” Her voice had a vague accent that he
couldn’t place. Something from one of the Soviet countries, he guessed.
“Where
is he?”
His
mother glanced away. “I don’t know. It has been years since I saw him…since I
saw any of you.” She turned back to him and smiled. “You have grown into quite
a handsome young man.”
“Thanks,
I guess.” He was only now getting used to the face he saw in the mirror in the
tiny bathroom next to his sparsely furnished room. “We don’t look much alike,
you and me.”
She
shrugged. “You always did take after your father, on the outside at least.” Her
eyes narrowed slightly. “But inside, you are all mine.”
Lenny
nodded and made his way slowly over to a small, wooden chair. He sat with a
grunt. “Would you like some more medicine now?” asked his mother, picking a
small vial off the nightstand and approaching him. “It will take the edge off
the pain.”
He
felt a strange foreboding at the sight of the small bottle, but his brain
wouldn’t explain why. “Uh, that’s okay. I’m not hurting much right now.”
She
ignored him, handing him the bottle and going back to pour him a glass of water
from the pitcher beside his bed. Returning, she extended the glass. “Be a good
boy. I know what’s best for you.”
Lenny
took the water reluctantly and swallowed the pill. His mother beamed at him.
“That’s right. Now, if you’re feeling up to it, we should talk.”
“Okay.
About what?”
She
studied his face, seating herself on the edge of his bed. “You truly don’t
remember anything, do you? About your family…about me?”
He
shook his head, frowning. “It’s frustrating, you know? I can remember other
stuff, like how to tie my shoes and what country this is and that American
Bandstand is on Saturday night, but when it comes to stuff about me? There’s
nothing there. It’s like…I can’t explain it…but like when you blank on
someone’s name that you used to go to school with?” She nodded. “Well, it’s
kinda like that, on the tip of my tongue, except it’s not just one name, it’s
my whole identity! I just can’t seem to pull it in!” He drove his fists into
the tops of his thighs.
“There,
there, dear. Don’t push yourself. It will come. In the meantime, allow me to
fill in some of the blanks.” She glanced up at the ceiling as if the words were
written there, before beginning. “Leonard, you have not seen me for many years.
I left you and your father and sister when you were just a schoolboy.”
“You
did? Why?”
She
smiled sadly. “Not because I wanted to, believe me. I loved you all so much.
But my past life…I was not raised in this country. I was born and raised in
Polska – Poland. Before I met your father and he brought me to this country, I
was simply the daughter of a well-connected father. As such, I was privy to
certain, confidential discussions, especially right before the Germans occupied
our country.
“My
father, like many others, suspected that it was only a matter of time before
Hitler moved against us. So he worked with others to try and convince the
Stalinists to step in and protect us before that could happen. Deals were made,
information exchanged, all in the ultimately vain hope that Mother Russia would
sweep in and defend us.” She spat on the floor.
“They
didn’t though. Russia stayed out of it until Germany started sniffing around
their back door, right?” Lenny sighed. “This, I remember.”
His
mother nodded. “They only wanted the secrets which my father and his network
could provide. As soon as he realized this, he cut off all contact.” She
clenched her jaw and Lenny saw tears form in her eyes. “The Stalinists, they
didn’t take kindly to this. Before the Germans even set foot on Poland’s
doorstep, assassins were sent to convince my father and the others to turn over
whatever remaining information they possessed. His friends…their families were
killed, one by one, until they either gave over the information or were
executed themselves.”
“That’s
just awful!” exclaimed Lenny. He stood up gingerly and went over to the bed,
sinking down next to his mother. He wrapped his arms around her slender frame
and held her.
She
buried her face against his shoulder for a moment, before continuing. “My
father had enough warning and bribe money to send me, my mother and baby
brother to Switzerland. I refused to leave his side, you see, but my father
forced me. He stored all the remaining, vital documents and microfiche in a
pack and sent it with us out of the country, making my mother and me swear to
keep it out of Russian hands. I…I never saw him again after that.” A tear ran
down her cheek.
“What
happened after that?”
She
cleared her throat. “Germany occupied Poland and began sweeping across Europe
and the Balkans, distracting the Russians. After a few years, I met your
father, a scion of Polish royalty who had also been sent to Switzerland for his
safety. We came to America together and were married soon after that.”
“Wow.
That’s a heck of a story.” Lenny digested it. “Whatever happened to all that
stuff the Russian’s wanted?”
She
frowned. “I took it with me. America…at the time, it was not too open to
receiving more refugees from German occupation. I used my father’s data to buy
your father and me passage into the country. The government here was quite
grateful.” A strange look crossed her face, but she shook it off before Lenny
could define it. “At first, we lived a normal life, and all of the intrigue
faded into the past. But then the Soviet Union flourished and their spies crept
in, filled with old grudges and a powerful drive to retrieve what they still
considered sensitive information.”
“And
they found you? Here in the big old U S of A?” Lenny felt his blood pressure
rise. “They threatened you, didn’t they?”
She
shook her head, smiling bitterly. “Not me. Some old ways of doing business
remained popular. They threatened you, your sister, your father – all which was
precious to me in the world. So I went to the government men and I begged for
help. This lonely exile was the best they could offer me, promising that
without me around to intimidate, you all would be safe. After all, those
chasing me are practical monsters. There was no point killing you if in the end
they still had nyet to show for their efforts.” She caressed his cheek,
staring deeply into his eyes. “Please, Leonard, do not hate me for abandoning
you. It was the only way I knew to keep you all from harm.”
He
felt tears stinging his eyes. Even though he couldn’t remember this woman, her
story affected him, touching something deep inside that felt empty and alone.
“I don’t hate you, Mother. I’m just sorry we lost all this time.”
“We
can make up for it now, now that the fates have delivered you back to me. It is
a miracle that my guardians found you after that terrible accident, and brought
you here.”
Again,
he struggled to remember what had happened, but could only call up confusing
images of bright light and asphalt. “Yeah, if they hadn’t found me after that
hit-and-run, who knows what would have happened? But, why did they bring me
here, instead of to a hospital, Mother?”
She
took his hand and patted it. “I told you, my dear, because the accident was no
accident. Those awful men who ran you down, they knew you were my son. They
were sending me a message, that they are close.”
He
shivered despite the warmth in the air. “So if your guards had taken me to the
hospital…”
“…you
would have become an easy target to find and finish off. This way, you are as
protected as I.”
He
nodded. It sort of made sense. He looked at the woman next to him and felt a
surge of rage. “Those bastards! They oughta have to pay for what they did to
us! Wrecking our family, tryin’ to kill me…something’s gotta be done!”
His
mother’s eyes glittered and she nodded vigorously. “Indeed. And it shall be, my
son. As soon as you are fully recovered, we will make them all pay!”
Lenny
grinned and nodded with her. He could hardly wait.
***
Carmine stared at the ceiling in the dark, watching the ceiling fan wobble as it slowly spun around. He wondered absently if it was going to come down and slice his head off in his sleep.
Not
that he was sleeping, or planning to the entire night. The memory of the look
on Lenny’s face the last time he’d seen his friend was enough to keep him
awake. Combined with the haunting fear of what might have happened to Lenny
since then had Carmine’s stomach tied in knots.
He
heard a creak. Looking over at the other bed in the cheap motel room just
outside Zion, he watched as Stan stood up and started to tug on his clothes.
Carmine saw him strap on a holster and tuck a pretty impressive gun into it
before shrugging on a jacket. Where’s he sneaking off to in the middle of
the night?
Stan
turned around and Carmine lay perfectly still, closing his eyes until he heard
the door to their room open and shut. Then he climbed out of bed and rummaged
around for his clothes. Whatever Stan was up to, he was going to be a part of
it, whether the G-man liked it or not.
Slipping
out the door, he followed Stan at a comfortable distance. The older man was
heading for a nearby bar, on foot fortunately. Carmine waited a couple of
minutes after Stan walked inside, then ducked in after him. He spotted Stan at
the bar and quickly dove into a booth a short distance away, holding up a large
menu in front of himself for camouflage. Stan seemed to be striking up a conversation
with some guy on the barstool next to him. Carmine strained to listen.
“Beer?”
He
nearly jumped out of his skin, but it was only a bored-looking waitress,
tapping on her order pad. “You want a beer, fella?”
“Yeah.
Um, wait. No.” The thought of a cool, soothing beer was way too attractive. He
didn’t trust himself to just keep it in front of him as a prop, nor to drink
only one if he got started. “Make it a Coke.”
“Just
Coke?” she all but sneered.
“Yeah.
Just. Coke,” Carmine glared up at her.
“Fine.” She stalked off as though he’d turned her down for sex.
Nice,
friendly place, he thought. Getting back to the business at hand, Carmine switched to
the other side of the booth and struggled to concentrate on Stan’s
conversation. All he could pick up were bits and pieces.
“…dark
blonde hair, gray eyes,” Stan was saying. “Name…probably Jane or Sue or
something common.”
“Where’s
my money?” demanded the guy next to him. Carmine risked a glance at the pair.
The man Stan was talking to was big, with thick corded arms showcased by his
cutoff t-shirt sleeves. He was cue ball
bald except for a handlebar mustache sprouting out of his leathery face. His
bass voice cut right through the din of the crowd, so his side of the
conversation was easier to follow than Stan’s.
“…get
your money!” Stan continued. “As soon as…she is!”
“No
cash, no info. Quit wasting my time, old man!” Carmine peered around the edge
of his booth and saw the big guy get off his bar stool. But before he could
walk away, Stan leapt to his feet and grabbed him by one tree-trunk thick arm,
twisted it up behind his back, and drove the bruiser to his knees.
“Ow!
Hey, get off!” the large man moaned, but Stan just twisted his arm harder and
higher up his back.
“Not
‘til you give me what I came for!” the G-man hissed.
What
is he, nuts?
Carmine was fascinated in spite of himself, as the older, slighter man retained
the upper hand. I guess even IRS guys gotta know how to protect themselves.
Audits must get ugly sometimes.
“Okay,
okay!” the big guy cried. “Let me up, and I’ll take you to her!” Stan let him
get back to his feet, but retained a firm grip on his arm. “Her place is about
ten minutes from here.”
“Let’s
go.”
Stan
marched the big man out of the bar and Carmine ducked back behind his menu
until they were gone. He stood up to follow and nearly collided with his
returning waitress. “Hey, got your Coke here,” she said sullenly.
“Never
mind.” He dug into his pocket and tossed down a couple of dollars. “Keep the
change.”
She
snorted and he hurried past her, through the saloon’s double doors and into the
night. He made it about three paces before someone’s arm wrapped around his
neck from behind. He felt something hard jabbing him in the spine and realized
with sickening certainty that it was the barrel of a gun. “Don’t move,” said a surprisingly female
voice.
“Not
moving,” he affirmed. “Not at all.”
“Who
are you?”
“I’m
nobody. I’m just a guy out for a drink….” He broke off as the arm around his
neck tightened. He heard the hammer of the gun click back and beads of ice
sprouted on his forehead.
“Tell
me the truth, or I’ll shoot you where you stand!” she warned.
Trying
not to let his voice shake, Carmine said, “I’m looking for someone. A friend. I
don’t want any trouble.”
“Too
bad.” The arm around his neck disappeared, but he felt the gun jab him in the
back again, hard. “Move! And keep your hands up where I can see them!”
He
obediently walked in the direction she prodded, mind racing as he sought an
opportunity to escape. Whoever it was with the gun herded him out of the tiny
parking lot and out further into the empty scrub brush, until she ordered him
to stop. “Lady, listen to me….” he began.
“Shut
up! All I want to hear from you is who you are working for and what they want
from me. Make your answers count, or they’ll be your last words!”
He
took a ragged breath and said, “I’m not working for anyone, except my buddy
Lenny’s wife. She’s worried that he’s in trouble….”
“Lenny?”
The woman’s voice took on a note of hesitation. “Lenny who?”
“Kosnowski,”
he replied, figuring it was best to stick to the truth. He looked at the ground
and saw the tip of the woman’s black shoe out of the corner of his eye.
“Then
that was Stanley…my God.” He felt the gun poke him in the spine again.
“Why were you sneaking after Stanley if you’re a friend of Lenny’s, hm?”
Carmine shifted his weight subtly. “I’m here with Stanley.”
“Liar!
You wouldn’t be…!”
Before
she could finish, Carmine raised his foot and slammed it down on her instep
with his full weight. She cried out and he felt the gun slide away from his
back as he spun around and grabbed her right arm. He wrenched it back and shook
it until she dropped the gun, then grasped her other arm and forced her to her
knees. Glaring down at her, he yelled, “All right, now it’s my turn to ask the
questions, lady! How do you know Lenny and Stanley? Do you have Lenny? Because
if you do, you’d better tell me where he is right now, or woman or not, I’ll
snap you in two!”
She
looked up at him with panic-stricken gray eyes. “Pl…please!” she whispered.
“Don’t hurt them! I’ll tell you whatever you want, just please leave them
alone!”
Carmine
hesitated. “Hurt them? Who?”
“Lenny
and Stanley. They don’t know anything, I swear, I never told them a thing! Just
take me and leave them be!”
He
saw the gun on the ground. Keeping one hand firmly wrapped around the woman’s
wrist, he reached over and snatched it up. She let out a frightened mew and
shrank back, until he shoved the gun into his jacket pocket. “I’m not going to
hurt you if I don’t have to,” he said, tugging her to her feet. She was a
little taller than he was, a couple of decades older, but very well preserved.
She could easily be misconstrued as plump unless one looked closely at the
muscles in her exposed arms. This was a lady who stayed in shape. “Now tell me
who you are!”
She
blinked at him. “You…you don’t know?”
“That’s
why I’m asking, lady.”
She
studied his face for a moment. “I…go by Sarah. Sarah Jones. Please, just tell
me what you want and we can work this out.”
Carmine
sighed. “I told you, I’m just trying to find my friend, Lenny. I came out here
with his father to track him down. There was a misunderstanding, you see, and
then he…he disappeared and we tracked him here, to Zion.” He hoped he wasn’t revealing
too much to this mysterious woman. “He’s a tall guy, sort of sandy hair, blue
eyes, wears a jacket that says Lone Wolf on the back.”
She
pressed her lips together. Finally, she said, “I’m sorry, I haven’t seen your
friend.”
“But
you know who he is.”
“I
didn’t say….”
“The
name Lenny meant something to you, lady, don’t tell me that it didn’t!” Carmine
stuck his hand in his pocket, fingering her gun.
She
followed the motion and swallowed visibly. “There are lots of Lennys in the
world, Mister…?”
“Ragusa,
Carmine Ragusa. And that might have worked except you knew Stan. That’s just a
little too much coincidence for me to buy.”
She
smiled at him all of a sudden. The expression struck him as oddly familiar.
“You’re not a spy, are you? Not an agent of any sort.”
“I
told you, I’m just a guy looking for his friend. Now either you help me or…!”
“Or
what, Mr. Ragusa?” She cocked her head to one side. “Are you going to beat me
to death, or just shoot me?” He flinched and she nodded. “Just as I thought.”
“Okay,
fine.” He took his hand out of his pocket and released her wrist with the
other. “Look, my buddy might be in real trouble out here. Not to mention his
father just headed off with some big bruiser into god-knows-what kind of
situation, all alone. You’re not just hanging out at bars waiting to hold guys
up in the parking lot, lady, so I’ve got to assume you’re involved.”
“True
enough.” She rubbed her wrist, staring at the ground as if deciding something.
She looked straight into his eyes and said, “You’re wrong, I wasn’t following
you, I was following your companion.”
“Stan.”
“Yes,
Stanley.” Her eyes softened when she said his name. “When I saw you tailing
him, I assumed you were the enemy.”
He
arched an eyebrow. “Isn’t that a little over the top – ‘the enemy?’”
She
shrugged. “My mistake. I wish you luck in finding your friend. Only, when you
do, do both him and his father a favor. Get them out of Zion just as quickly as
possible. Whatever other difficulties Lenny is facing, things will only get worse
if he’s found here.” She turned and started to walk away.
“He’s
already in trouble here!” Carmine blurted out. She stopped, her back still
toward him. “Look, okay, I’m just an ordinary guy. I’m no good at this
cloak-and-dagger bullshit, and I don’t have time to play games. So here’s the
facts – my friend Lenny was kidnapped several days ago. Stan and I tracked the
kidnappers to the Mexican border. We think that they may have brought him to
Zion, or at least somewhere nearby. If we don’t find Lenny soon, we’re afraid…”
“…they’ll
kill him,” she whispered, turning to face him with wide, gray eyes. “My God,
why now? After all these years, why would they strike now?”
Carmine
nodded slowly, his suspicions confirmed. “Because they’re closing in on you,
Celia.”
She
bit her lip and lowered her head. “Please…don’t call me that. I haven’t been
Celia for years now.”
“But
you are her, aren’t you? You’re Lenny’s mother.” Carmine took a step toward her
and she backed away. He halted, hands held palm up. “Please, don’t be afraid. I
am Lenny’s friend and I did come here with his father…your husband. All we
wanted to do was find you and…well, we were kind of going to go from there.”
She
shook her head, but chuckled. “That was Stanley’s brilliant plan, to wing it
with an amateur? I would have hoped his years of government training would have
left him better prepared.”
“Well,
he’s the IRS, not the CIA,” said Carmine defensively. “Besides, we got this
far, didn’t we? The rank amateur is standing right in front of a secured
government witness. What does that tell you?”
Her
smile faded. “That I am not nearly as secure as I thought I was.”
“True
enough.” He dropped his hands to his sides. “Look, Celia….”
“Sarah.”
“Fine,
whatever, Sarah. I’ve got to catch up to Stan and make sure he’s safe. Are you
coming with me, or would you prefer I leave you here alone and ‘unsecure?’”
She
thought for only a moment. “All right, Mr. Ragusa.”
“Carmine’s
fine. Better, even.”
She strode to his side. “Lead the way, Carmine.”